I pulled The Tower card again this morning. Typically, it signifies total destruction followed by a fresh start. Other interpretations say the card represents liberation. I spent so much of today, Inauguration Day, oscillating between cynicism and baby tremors of excitement. Mostly I feel totally numb and totally exhausted. The last four years have contained so much unnecessary grief, loss, trauma, fear and pain. Much has been lost, is still being lost, and it’s all present. One of my